Somehow I feel weird and sad suddenly. Don't know why.. just came back from the lib, planning what majors to take, what classes to take, and when to graduate. Didn't really finish.. cuz I'm still not sure whether to drop accounting.. if I drop that, then I'll waste one class that I already took. Actually can't take that into consideration.. since it's considered sunk cost.. what to do.. it's already taken.. and if I really don't like accounting, then I should drop it. Sigh.. but I am afraid I make the wrong decision..
I also consider taking Econ in addition to Finance.. I think Econ is cool and somehow makes more sense than accounting.. But if I take Econ, I might have to graduate in Spring 07.. When I look back, I started college in 2002... so that means I'll spend 5 years just to get a B.S.?? That's ridiculous.. I thought I should graduate earlier.
But graduate so soon for what? Nothing to look forward to.. Before, I was convinced that I should try to get a job after graduation, stay here for a couple of years and see how it goes. But lately, I've been thinking to just go back after graduation. Maybe cuz of those damn classes that pulled my GPA down.. Now I lose my faith to get a job here.. :( But I know I shouldn't... if I lose my own faith, then it'll totally be hopeless then.... but what to do... it's the reality.. Sigh.. I hate to look at life this way... too many uncertainties.. duno which direction to go.. don't have anything to look forward to.. but I guess that's what they call it life.
Somehow I feel weird and sad suddenly. Don't know why.. just came back from the lib, planning what majors to take, what classes to take, and when to graduate. Didn't really finish.. cuz I'm still not sure whether to drop accounting.. if I drop that, then I'll waste one class that I already took. Actually can't take that into consideration.. since it's considered sunk cost.. what to do.. it's already taken.. and if I really don't like accounting, then I should drop it. Sigh.. but I am afraid I make the wrong decision..
I also consider taking Econ in addition to Finance.. I think Econ is cool and somehow makes more sense than accounting.. But if I take Econ, I might have to graduate in Spring 07.. When I look back, I started college in 2002... so that means I'll spend 5 years just to get a B.S.?? That's ridiculous.. I thought I should graduate earlier.
But graduate so soon for what? Nothing to look forward to.. Before, I was convinced that I should try to get a job after graduation, stay here for a couple of years and see how it goes. But lately, I've been thinking to just go back after graduation. Maybe cuz of those damn classes that pulled my GPA down.. Now I lose my faith to get a job here.. :( But I know I shouldn't... if I lose my own faith, then it'll totally be hopeless then.... but what to do... it's the reality.. Sigh.. I hate to look at life this way... too many uncertainties.. duno which direction to go.. don't have anything to look forward to.. but I guess that's what they call it life.
all about her.
An imperfect person trying to be her best.
Wishes
Whatever it takes for everyone to be happy
Quotes
"You just gotta do it," she said. "You just gotta get out there and seek those things out for yourself. Life is definitely a roller-coaster, it's an adventure and it's just all about how you participate in it, if you choose to participate in it, and about going out there and having a good time and good things come to you."
"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! "
