I'm supposed to be sleeping by now.. 4am and I have class at 9:30 which I can't miss. But somehow can't fall asleep yet.. so I'll just update this blog. It's been a long time since I do anyway.
I wanna write "time flies by." But I feel like I write that so many times in my entries. Lol, but it's true. Can you believe it, in less than 2 weeks' time, 'most' of us will be graduating? I can't. Omg. That's way too fast. I am not ready to graduate. Don't wanna graduate. Don't wanna leave here. Bloomington already feels like home to me now and soon have to leave and start over again. *bummer* It's always like that.
When I said I'm not ready to graduate, I really meant it. Still have to look for future housing.. look for job.. decide when to permanently move.. decide where to move 100%.. decide this and that. Basically I haven't decided on anything.
But the saddest thing is to leave the people. Might not see many of them anymore. So sad man. Lots of memories here.. from good to ok to bad.. everything. Actually all memories are good memories.. even bad things that happened will turn out good in memory. Sigh. I'm gonna miss so many people and most definitely the Barnyard Crew...
I'm supposed to be sleeping by now.. 4am and I have class at 9:30 which I can't miss. But somehow can't fall asleep yet.. so I'll just update this blog. It's been a long time since I do anyway.
I wanna write "time flies by." But I feel like I write that so many times in my entries. Lol, but it's true. Can you believe it, in less than 2 weeks' time, 'most' of us will be graduating? I can't. Omg. That's way too fast. I am not ready to graduate. Don't wanna graduate. Don't wanna leave here. Bloomington already feels like home to me now and soon have to leave and start over again. *bummer* It's always like that.
When I said I'm not ready to graduate, I really meant it. Still have to look for future housing.. look for job.. decide when to permanently move.. decide where to move 100%.. decide this and that. Basically I haven't decided on anything.
But the saddest thing is to leave the people. Might not see many of them anymore. So sad man. Lots of memories here.. from good to ok to bad.. everything. Actually all memories are good memories.. even bad things that happened will turn out good in memory. Sigh. I'm gonna miss so many people and most definitely the Barnyard Crew...
all about her.
An imperfect person trying to be her best.
Wishes
Whatever it takes for everyone to be happy
Quotes
"You just gotta do it," she said. "You just gotta get out there and seek those things out for yourself. Life is definitely a roller-coaster, it's an adventure and it's just all about how you participate in it, if you choose to participate in it, and about going out there and having a good time and good things come to you."
"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! "
